What am I doing?

Never before in my life have I ever been as discontent as I am now. I know that sounds pretty pessimistic, but it really isn't. Allow me to explain.

As many of you reading this blog know, I went on an amazing adventure last November to the Holy Land and really have been forever changed by my experiences there. You can't come back from Israel the same as when you left...I'm convinced it's not possible. If you have the chance to go...DO IT!! Yeah, it might be expensive, but it will be worth it and I know that if the Lord allows the opportunity to go again, I sure will!

After coming back and reflecting on my trip and really processing messages currently preached at Harvest, the Lord opened my eyes to see that I've gained a lot of knowledge about the Lord and what His word says, but I'm failing miserably at living it out! I want my faith to be active...not just something stored in my head!!! I know that He's made me for something more than where I am at right now. He's stirring in my heart many things which are even hard for me to explain in a blog and at some point, I hope to be able to get it out in writing to you.

As much as I don't know what's ahead for me, I'm excited about where God is taking me. He's teaching me to trust Him with all I am. He's showing me that He is stronger. He's showing me that He's enough. He's allowing me to understand Him better. How I love how he continues to reveal himself to me through life circumstances and His word. Couldn't be more thankful for this time right now where I stand firm and WAIT upon the Lord. I know that He's calling me to be still and move at His command. What a great place to be...resting in His care and provision for my life.

This isn't unpacked nearly as much as I hoped I would, but I hope you'll stay tuned to see what He continues to have in store for me.